For life.

Dear friend,

Just thought you should know that you're amazing. you make me smile when i'm sad. make a day feel right again. make me want to strive to be better. you push and pull me to new heights, barriers, and experiences. you're like family. I'm glad you walked into my life when you did. you are a friend who has given me a friendship that i value more than the world. I'm not going to mess that up, because it's not worth it. besties for life, and i'm glad. I know you are too.

Yours truly,
A friend

A philosophy on life

its about 1 am and of course we do our best thinking at this time. but here is a quick thought. that i think explains alot.

I am a generally happy, upbeat person. there's so much hate in this world. Why add to it? There's no reason not to be happy.

Find the simple joys, and live.

A Rant

To whom it may concern: Be aware that anything I say in this post is purely out of frustration and stress. Please don't let anything i say change your views or me. Odds are you're a great person, and I love you regardless. Plus everyone deserves a little ranting on their blog.

Today just sucked to put it lightly.

Please, please, please, don't complain about something that you didn't like if you didn't even PARTICIPATE. example? and i quote the batch of muffins in the hall way, *as i'm making a poster.* "yeah, our float sucked *** last year, who the **** even built it?" my response, " well it could have been better if you HELPED. CIRMENY." sorry, but you have no room to complain if you aren't even apart of it. So please, go spread your misery to someone elses world. I really don't need yours now.

maybe its just the fact that DEADLINES are approaching quickly and no one is doing anything about it... and i feel like no body is taking me seriously. yeah, i definitely wanted to ring a few necks in student council today, alas, i didn't. but i guess i'm just so frustrated because i am naturally a strong person so i have been pushed to my limits plenty of times before, but i can control myself. No matter how many times i've been knocked down, i always get up. Everyone looks past my strong-willed sense of compassion and they tend to be shown up. i will not take anyone's bs and i plan to keep it that way. Once i let my guard down, i feel like i have lost myself. So i sit and smile, people rarley know how frustrated i can get, because i DON'T like to show unnecessary emotions. It never goes my way, so if you see me as that happy girl with a ridiculous personality who never gets sad or lonely, obviously my facade is working.... personality flaw #62


i only show what i want. And once you see the other side, that's how you know i trust you. because i don't just tell anyone my secrets. i don't tell just anyone about my past. i don't tell just anyone about who i am, so if you are reading this i've told you about some of this stuff, then know i trust you, actually i'm likely to trust you already unless you have done something to break that trust, another one of my personality flaws. great.

yet another thing, is i'm so freaking anxious to get asked to homecoming. i guess because there is only really one person that i want to go with, because i know that i would have a great time, i trust him, and i know that there wouldn't be any scandal involved. Just two really good friends going to homecoming and having a great time. i'm just nervous, because I DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT want to screw up an awesomely amazing friendship. (: i'm good at doing that too... personality flaw #74, hopefully they will forgive me.

and i failed my calc test. again. there's always tomorrow. there's always time for learning. always room to improve.

yep today was interesting, now that i have ranted on my little zone of Internet, i feel much better. i love writing. but please just remember, this was a rant. not to be taken too seriously. but you decide.

i have a feeling tomorrow will be A LOT better. yes. it will.