sometiemes

you give a lot of faith and trust to life.

and it's really hard. . .

because you find faith does not make things any easier, but it certainly makes things possible. 

and sometimes prayers are answered today because of decisions you made months ago. 

and other times you wonder what's worth the fight.

and you keep on.

. . .

“Maybe there’s something you’re afraid to say, 
or someone you’re afraid to love, 
or somewhere you’re afraid to go.
 It’s gonna hurt. 
It’s gonna hurt because it matters”

- John Green

and tonight i just hurt. 

because it matters. you matter.

a new normal to be found

sleep first. 

then conquer the world. 

how i take care of myself.

1. beautiful music
2. cinnamon toast
3. long runs
4. open windows
5. daises
6. talking with God
7. over sized sweaters
8. small concerts 
9. grocery shopping
10. exploring
11. laughing out loud
12. hand holding
13. late nights at the library
14. basking in sunshine through windows
15. lists
16. roofs and other high places
17. surrounding myself with exceptional people
18. watching the stars
19. stepping in puddles
20. forming my own ideas
21. connecting with others
22. allowing a quiet embrace
23. hot chocolate
24. speaking the truth, even if my voice shakes
25. swings
26. spontaneity
27. never assume
28. don't take anything personally
29. folding warm laundry
30. pushing beyond my comfort zone
31. listening patiently
32. trust my heart
33. doodle and create
34. cherry mango popsicles
35. organizing things
36. don't apologize for the way I feel
37. adventure
38. live my dreams
39. smile

Mmmm

When it comes to the simple things, there are far fewer pleasures than climbing into your bed with freshly washed sheets

Comes in a close second to stepping on particularly crunchy leaves.

2.5.2013

Much to say. Too little time. Things always demanding attention.

That's why I like walking places. It's time you get to think. Talk with another. Listen to a song that resonates in your soul. Just be.

And as I was walking to campus this morning, I couldn't help but notice that God is very much in the details of my life. Your life. Our lives. He loves his children.

And when things are crazy. So demanding. knowing that. That is enough.

Just watch this.

Because it sums up quiet nicely just how I feel about making friends, being human, and loving people. 

DFTBA my friends.