Forward Motion

Location: Amidst many notebooks on the floor.

Listening to: Regina Spektor

Avoiding: The fact that AP tests are in 2 weeks.

I make mistakes, it's what I do. I speak with out thinking. I act with out knowing, but when I say, I'm sorry, it's said with all my heart. I'd give anything. and I love with all I have. God knows I mean well. It's days like today, when I let my mind wander too far. I look at something, and the lighting is just right, or the breeze blows a certain way, and memories come flooding back to me. I really wish there was a pause button on life. I suppose that's what pictures are for. However, if there was a pause button on life, and I could keep moving with those that I wanted and everything else stopped I wouldn't waste my time doing something silly like sleeping, or getting what I needed done, no, I would spend it in perfect serenity with those who I love and care about most. I would smile. I would climb mountains. I would let the breeze flow through my hair. I would dance. I would sing. I would explore. I would talk. I would love. I would not have a care in the world. No limits. The world wide open. How incredible would that be, to just be free. Not to say that these things can't be done, but we're working against the clock. Grasping every moment with one another. Time just keeps speeding up. It's never slowing down. Often days, even weeks, will run together. Nothing alters our course. But when it does. We thrive. We live. We laugh. We cry. Most importantly we love.

in the end, we're all just taller children.

P.S. Here is something funny and ironic. According to our lab in chemistry the other day it takes less energy to disassociate then to neutralize a particle of something. Could this be true with people too? Just a thought. haha.