recalculating.

no lacrosse till next fall.

they want me.

but not right now.

it sucks.

but

so many blessings in disguise.

so many tender mercies.

i can take RMYL classes now.

i can get stronger. faster. 

i can have more time to study.

i can balance work easier. 

i can spend time with people i care about.

i met celeste.

and siera.

i know i can blow the coaches out of the water next year.

i can figure this crazy freshman year out.

i'm not giving up.

just watch me prove how wrong you are.

my heart is in it. i won't take no for an answer. mark my words.

i can sleep.